Friday, June 11, 2010

TTC set back

So today I'm day 11 in my cycle. Sick as a dog. And no I don't think I'm pregnant, it would have had to happen at day 7 which just isn't very likely since I usually ovulate on day 14 or 15. My doctor suspects gallbladder issues which I have been avoiding because I didn't want to have a surgery set back our plans ttc. However if I need to have it removed it's better to take care of this before I get pregnant. No need to make it any more stressful that it will already be. Day 14 and 15 is coming up and I don't want to miss the window but they're still running test to see what's wrong with me and I'm thinking this months ttc may be messed up espeically if I don't quit throwing up and feeling nauseated.

I don't want to wait another month. It took my husband 6 months to feel ready to try again so we've only tried one month so far but it feels like we've been trying for years cuz I can't wait to get pregnant!!!

OK so I'm thinking there must be a reason for this. God's timing is not my timing. I'm trusting that God's plan is better. Maybe God knows that it would be really hard to conceive the very same month that we conceived Gracie last year. I don't wanna wait but maybe we have to.


  1. Oh Monica, this path is so very hard and frustrating. The waiting, the wondering, the worrying. I hope it gets better for you. Hoping you get healthy first and then you have your rainbow very soon. (((HUGS)))

  2. It is hard to wait. I hope that you can find out what's causing you to get sick.